After years of experiences in my own life about this reality we all experience, I stepped out of the story and stopped explaining experiences and concepts. I did not see the point of explaining something, as it is always a reality I made myself and there is no ultimate truth. That's why I did not give so much lectures or workshops anymore. Now Earth & Beyond conference was looking 3 months ago for someone who could explain the Mandela Effect, and so I went and presented a lecture activation. Patricia, of the magazine Alwareness, was also present at the lecture, and found the lecture so engaging and pleasing that she would like to see an article about it in the magazine.
Now I'm going to try to explain what I told during my activation lecture from my own experience instead of a beautiful or scientific article. Even when I speak, I do that from my connection as multidimensional being, so writing is different to me and will try to bring it in the same way. You can believe or not what you read here, that's not important, I'm not looking for evidence or recognition of this story about how our reality works. Having been busy for years and researching myself, this story and even the experiences, is still just a creation of me and my higher self.
By developing myself through years in the process of soul absorption and DNA activation to an developed avatar, or a Christ consciousness embodied 12 dimensional being, I reached a boundary or a so called roof. For a long time I sat in high frequency and each time I got into a higher dimension. To keep the story short, I only describe the dimension I came across in the 11th dimension. Also, I have to describe my thought process at that moment, I felt, during all my life, very clearly an entity around my head and saw this as well with other people. I thought let’s look the other way around, and I do that more often because it helps to experience the world differently. What if that entity is more real, and I'm just the projection of that entity? That same night I returned to a higher dimension. At first I saw a light tunnel and right away I knew it was not real, I waved it away and saw little gray creatures run away. Then I came across an unbelievably big world, consisting of billions of billions of contiguous silver cocoons, in which there was a human being in every cocoon, at least their presence. In the middle of this huge world was a holographic machine that gave all the experiences to all the people in this world we experience here. I was very shocked because okay I'm now ascending but do I want to wake up? Is there air to breathe? What kind of world is there if I step out of my cocoon? Do I have a body there? This discovery also was disliked by the creatures in control of this realm and fought 1.5 years for my life because every day it was attacks every day again. I had a lot of confusion, I was in love first and saw the whole world like myself, as one, I was happy with everything that is. Now my relationship with creation was harmed, the most important relationship you can have. Then after years of self-development and growth I realized that the ascension and growth were not real, even the 5th dimension to which so many people are talking about, even the love that I had felt and radiated, just to find out that my energy as a developed avatar is used to feed the fallen creators. I was physically and mentally broken and was almost killed 3 times by the attacks. Now I discovered later in this deep valley I was in, that this is just the holographic representation program how we really are inside a phantom matrix based entirely on the true soul matrix. Fortunately, but otherwise I could not see a way to connect back to the source. Keep in mind what I'm telling here is still a creation, later in the story, I'll make it clear. Because this is a very complicated story, I will always have to explain some details about our reality and how it works. This lecture was also about Mandela effect explained. Let me start with that because it has so much to do with the particle convergence that is central to this year and our ascending timeline game.
What is the Mandela Effect?
Named to the 2 different sets of memories (and what we see now in the current reality) of Nelson Mandela's death.
-1987 Many people remember him to be buried, including worldwide coverage on all media. -2013 now just buried in recent history.
There is a huge group of people who have different memories than what appears in our reality.
A few examples besides Mandela's death I show you here, how do you remember the Monopoly guy? With a spectacle or without a spectacle? I remember him with a spectacle and even when I look at an old Monopoly box, I see him now without a spectacle.
And how do you remember the movie Interview with a Vampire? Now I'm giving it away, in this reality now it's Interview With The Vampire. Does not even sound logical? For example, if you put in Google Search Interview With, you'll first see in search bar interview with a vampire. This proves indeed that most people remember with an A instead of The. There are still thousands of other examples and quite shocking nonetheless, but have a seat and watch the thousands of movies and articles about it. This article is not about the Mandela Effect, that it takes place is already a fact. So to summarize: People, places, objects and events changed in the familiar history of people. There are always only 2 memories as collective: 1 group remembers itself as it is today, and 1 group remembers a different past than what is presently present. This excludes the idea of multi universe theory and multiple timelines. Timelines that we always have but that's another topic and I'll shed some light to it later in this text. It also excludes the possible experiments with the CERN. Wherever this really reverses, we finally connect with our original soul matrix, we are shifting from the host (phantom) matrix to the soul matrix.
To understand how matter and the living world can change, you must know the holographic nature of our reality. Our entire universe and all that exists is a projection of consciousness.
The universe in which we operate is a holographic informational structure which we access and program using our consciousness. Each person inhabits a micro-verse all their own, a so called reality tunnel or field – similarities between them are due to shared programming. All information in the multi-verse exists as an entangled wave-form, and it is our minds (or rather the symbol coded programs within our minds) which organize it into space, time and objects.
So to experience the reality and experiences as we experience it, we need a pattern that we project consciousness through.