After years of experiences in my own life about this reality we all experience, I stepped out of the story and stopped explaining experiences and concepts. I did not see the point of explaining something, as it is always a reality I made myself and there is no ultimate truth. That's why I did not give so much lectures or workshops anymore. Now Earth & Beyond conference was looking 3 months ago for someone who could explain the Mandela Effect, and so I went and presented a lecture activation. Patricia, of the magazine Alwareness, was also present at the lecture, and found the lecture so engaging and pleasing that she would like to see an article about it in the magazine.
Now I'm going to try to explain what I told during my activation lecture from my own experience instead of a beautiful or scientific article. Even when I speak, I do that from my connection as multidimensional being, so writing is different to me and will try to bring it in the same way. You can believe or not what you read here, that's not important, I'm not looking for evidence or recognition of this story about how our reality works. Having been busy for years and researching myself, this story and even the experiences, is still just a creation of me and my higher self.
By developing myself through years in the process of soul absorption and DNA activation to an developed avatar, or a Christ consciousness embodied 12 dimensional being, I reached a boundary or a so called roof. For a long time I sat in high frequency and each time I got into a higher dimension. To keep the story short, I only describe the dimension I came across in the 11th dimension. Also, I have to describe my thought process at that moment, I felt, during all my life, very clearly an entity around my head and saw this as well with other people. I thought let’s look the other way around, and I do that more often because it helps to experience the world differently. What if that entity is more real, and I'm just the projection of that entity? That same night I returned to a higher dimension. At first I saw a light tunnel and right away I knew it was not real, I waved it away and saw little gray creatures run away. Then I came across an unbelievably big world, consisting of billions of billions of contiguous silver cocoons, in which there was a human being in every cocoon, at least their presence. In the middle of this huge world was a holographic machine that gave all the experiences to all the people in this world we experience here. I was very shocked because okay I'm now ascending but do I want to wake up? Is there air to breathe? What kind of world is there if I step out of my cocoon? Do I have a body there? This discovery also was disliked by the creatures in control of this realm and fought 1.5 years for my life because every day it was attacks every day again. I had a lot of confusion, I was in love first and saw the whole world like myself, as one, I was happy with everything that is. Now my relationship with creation was harmed, the most important relationship you can have. Then after years of self-development and growth I realized that the ascension and growth were not real, even the 5th dimension to which so many people are talking about, even the love that I had felt and radiated, just to find out that my energy as a developed avatar is used to feed the fallen creators. I was physically and mentally broken and was almost killed 3 times by the attacks. Now I discovered later in this deep valley I was in, that this is just the holographic representation program how we really are inside a phantom matrix based entirely on the true soul matrix. Fortunately, but otherwise I could not see a way to connect back to the source. Keep in mind what I'm telling here is still a creation, later in the story, I'll make it clear. Because this is a very complicated story, I will always have to explain some details about our reality and how it works. This lecture was also about Mandela effect explained. Let me start with that because it has so much to do with the particle convergence that is central to this year and our ascending timeline game.
What is the Mandela Effect?
Named to the 2 different sets of memories (and what we see now in the current reality) of Nelson Mandela's death.
-1987 Many people remember him to be buried, including worldwide coverage on all media. -2013 now just buried in recent history.
There is a huge group of people who have different memories than what appears in our reality.
A few examples besides Mandela's death I show you here, how do you remember the Monopoly guy? With a spectacle or without a spectacle? I remember him with a spectacle and even when I look at an old Monopoly box, I see him now without a spectacle.
And how do you remember the movie Interview with a Vampire? Now I'm giving it away, in this reality now it's Interview With The Vampire. Does not even sound logical? For example, if you put in Google Search Interview With, you'll first see in search bar interview with a vampire. This proves indeed that most people remember with an A instead of The. There are still thousands of other examples and quite shocking nonetheless, but have a seat and watch the thousands of movies and articles about it. This article is not about the Mandela Effect, that it takes place is already a fact. So to summarize: People, places, objects and events changed in the familiar history of people. There are always only 2 memories as collective: 1 group remembers itself as it is today, and 1 group remembers a different past than what is presently present. This excludes the idea of multi universe theory and multiple timelines. Timelines that we always have but that's another topic and I'll shed some light to it later in this text. It also excludes the possible experiments with the CERN. Wherever this really reverses, we finally connect with our original soul matrix, we are shifting from the host (phantom) matrix to the soul matrix.
To understand how matter and the living world can change, you must know the holographic nature of our reality. Our entire universe and all that exists is a projection of consciousness.
The universe in which we operate is a holographic informational structure which we access and program using our consciousness. Each person inhabits a micro-verse all their own, a so called reality tunnel or field – similarities between them are due to shared programming. All information in the multi-verse exists as an entangled wave-form, and it is our minds (or rather the symbol coded programs within our minds) which organize it into space, time and objects.
So to experience the reality and experiences as we experience it, we need a pattern that we project consciousness through.
The Primordial Field exists in a state of infinite possibility, which means anything is possible and anything (everything we experience) can be created from it. However, when Consciousness (you & expanded self) focuses on The Field with a specific intent to create something, that state of infinite possibility collapses into a single possibility determined by that intent. (and this happens millions of times a second with all of reality) In quantum physics terms for example, it’s called “collapsing the wave form.” The wave being The Field. Once a collapse takes place, the illusion of the universe and everything in it is created, physical particles appear in that illusion and combine in specific ways to “build” the intended objects and living things we interact with in our daily lives—AND THE LAWS BY WHICH THEY SEEM TO APPEAR TO OPERATE. The entire process is shaped and guided every step of the way by the original intention of the Consciousness that focused on The Field.
Everything and everything really is subject to this system. How you see and experience the world is created from this. So if someone says about a certain reality that he or she experiences but you do not, it is still true to this person. Do you believe in conspiracies? Aliens, Flat Earth? Bad Government? All still the same creation according to rules of this creation universe. We think and feel this way about it, so as a result, you give the assignment to your higher self to make the pattern and to indicate energy, and thus the reality you experience. Even if you do not like it.
• You + your Higher Self = Consciousness
• You do not just look at a hologram, you make everything in it - including yourself.
• Nothing you experience is real.
• It is all made up complete.
• It's all a creation of your consciousness.
• Your Higher Self has direct access to the field.
• Your Higher Self designs the patterns.
• Your Higher Self controls the application of force to the patterns.
• Your Higher Self regulates what comes into your holographic illusion, as guided by the life purpose and mission that you chose when you decided to play the human game.
What is your higher self actually? You consist of five bodies, you in dimension one to three is your incarnate self, and your higher self is on dimensions four to fifteen. From four to sixth dimension your Soul identity, from dimension seven to nine, your Oversoul identity or also called Nomad, from dimension ten to twelve is your Avatar self or Christ self, from dimension thirteen to fifteen is your Rishi self, where every form ceases to exist and is only pure light. Outside there are primary sound fields from which this time matrix emerges. And then beyond are many other Time matrices, or Universes.
Okay, that's step one to understand how everything is created from yourself (you + your higher self). Now we'll take a closer look at how an extra game has been created in the game. We call the Metatronic Reversal Grid, or Tree of Life deception.
As I have already told you, consciousness needs a pattern, that the higher layers of dimensions consist of geometric shapes, through this projects consciousness and thus we experience the reality as it is. Now there are creatures in the creation (Metatron, all the arch angels and their troops) who chose to create outside the field of source, but as a result they could no longer connect to source and thereby became mortal because they no longer received energy from source to support their creation. Now they have changed the geometric pattern that through it projects our consciousness. So they can feed on our connection with source. Therefore, everything is still based on the actual blueprint of the original soul matrix. The people who say they are out of the matrix is unfortunately not true because how you twist and turn it, projected matter still needs a grid pattern and that is also called a matrix.